white noise

white noise
annoyin
echoin onto dirty brick [
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]
her naked body shakes ]
(plastic & I choke)

& spasms in her face
I hate her –her eyes are mine[s]

to you
i was so damn close
but you
were visibly aloof & [ closed ]

(yeah
i was fully invisible
but my eyes were wide open
you know )

one-way no-love

a filthy cellar-tavern full of flighty fellows
cloaked by thick sickening smokes

crimson neon tubes puke crackling sparkles
over alcohol-trickling cracked brick walls

sweaty bodies

stinky bodies

& pierced bodies with tattooed scars

& fierce bodies with bull-like heads

and their strict cocks clockwork-fucking

submissive black bodies

obscene hollow shadows screaming

making love with hate

numb – i am cuming too

onto her tattoo

small death – with

so much pain

and hate

dungeon of one-way no-love

remote rhythmic metal thumps resound
throughout the depleted realm of mine

daedalus & son icarus

daedalus & son icarus
fly away

into sapphire Aether
from self-erected maze

[w/ never-ending under-walls &
TV-screens &
bull-headed beast devourin’ virgins]

but

sun blossoms

above a sea of sorrow
& tears their wings apart

An eye
remains hanged to the sky

i-d***

i –damned for Eternity
remain in the impossibility
of your realm

detached

now detached from my own
organic matter

(mirror reflection)
& i lost connection
with the other

quicksand-shrines

i have prayed in vain
in quicksand-shrines

[ ‘cause they had broken
my contour lines
& already eaten my brain ]